Saturday, March 28, 2009
okay . My motivation camp eneded .
what am i feeling now .. let me see ..
SAD SAD SAD . CONFUSED . MOTIVATED . HAPPY !
sign ..
3 days past so quickly . . before the whole camp started, i seriously dread it . i was thinking its gonna be another boring camp .
but its like the total opposite . TRUST ME . IT IS FUN, AND MOTIVATING .
Before i started my "speech" hah . i gotta say this honestly .
Amin .
I critised you to my friends when i saw on the first day, when you were still sitting at the back of the library, not doing anything yet .
Why i do that? um . long story, lazy to type :)
But what i gonna say is . SORRY!
I felt so childish when i think about why i critised you .
SORRY again ! .
Don't hold it against me! You're not that petty right .. .. i supposed :X
Amin, Woei Tang, Iunia that taught us these 3 days .. miss them lots .
but what can i do? still gotta get on with life .
All three of them are great, wonderful people . They taught us lots of things, from academics to personal characters .
Amin still leaves the best impression in me .
Second day was the most emotional day for me, or should i say all of 4e4s, and e5s.
Damn it .
Amin made us all cry man .
But i think its us who made ourselves cried, not him . Its the power of human emotions .
in the room, almost every girls were crying .
but no boys started crying .. YET .
I was gonna cry, cannot hold back any longer . But i heard what GuanXue said .
He said this " Boys CANNOT cry! CANNOT ! "
I was like . huh .. really ah? who say cannot nia .
Few seconds later . . okay . i cried . 1st guy to cry i think .
Then the rest cried . I AM THE EAGLE ! hah . okayy . back to serious mode .
I wet my jacket .
I was using the tissue to clean my tears .
But wth . GuanXue just took my tissue and clean his tears on his table, then he gave me back .
zzzzz .
Everyone was so damn emtional for the whole second day .
No ones joked . . no one .
Then the third day came ..
I really wished that time will stop here .
Everthing seconds seems to past by so freakin fast .
We saw Amin, weoi Tang and Iunia for the last time ..
You guys gave me the best time of my life . Seriously changed my opinions about life and acedemics .
Maybe people will think . Aiyo . The students only 3 mins of heat nia .
Few weeks later all will forget about the camps and all the teachings .
I beg to differ .
I will keep on getting motivated, and the words by the instructors will always stay in my mind .
actions will also be taken .
Love you guys !
Overall .
Amin, thank you for telling us about your personal experiences and stories .
Making us laugh our lungs out and at the same time, teaching us things we don't know .
Seriously .. you changed my opinions about lots of things .
First person to do that man ..
But there are still some things i need help on ..
....
Thank you Amin .
Woei Tang, thank you for also telling us about your life ..
You may seem to be the strictest among all the intructors . But you meant it good for all of us .
But also you got make us laugh la . ha .
I LOVE YOUR CAR MAN .
Hope i can get one someday :D
okok . thats one of the goals i will put in my list too :DD
Thank you Woei Tang .
Iunia, thank you for spending time with us .
You are so damn cute . hah .
The way you speaks . You taught us alot too . alot .
Especially on reading .
I did practice now .
Continue to learn more SINGLISH !
hah .
Thank you Iunia .
There are alot of things i wanna say . But i just dont know where to start .
Hopefully can see you guys someday !
Choices will always have consequences .
Oh oh . lastly i have to say this
Thank you my friends . I love you guys alot.
Thought i lost so many best friends last year .
I still wished that you all will be happy . Most of you Will be DAMN ANGRY with me .
I changed . i did . I know last time my best friends scolded and slapped me, wanting my to change for my own good .
I was very childish last time . But i changed already . So .. Ya .
Stay HAPPY ! love ya all .
Ciao .
roar! - 8:53 PM
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